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Yay for basically forgetting about my blog!

So, right now I have some free time, mainly because i'm deathly ill (which sucks), and well, I can't really do much else other than lay on my bed and type.

So, how is the world?

I hope you are well world, for I am not well, and it is not pleasant. Not pleasant at all.

Anyways, I don't really have too much to talk about, other than...Well I moved. and that's about it. I didn't move far, so yeah, Nothing huge and spectacular.

anyways, Ta ta

CHICKEN

I'M SO HYPER RIGHT NOW.

I JUST FIGURED I'D LET THE WORLD KNOW.

BYE NOW.

lol.

I feel sick, and wonderful....all at once.

It's weird.

AT LONG LAST!

I HAVE CLEANED MY ROOM! AND I FOUND MY CAMERA!

So! Here are the Before and after Photos!

Before:





After:




Yay~ So, there we go, all finished with that.

Also! Today I posted a new deviation, you can check it out at http://sprkl309.deviantart.com

OMG

So, i'm FINALLY cleaning my room.

Thing is, I lost my camera. so i can't take beautiful nice quality pictures of my beautiful clean room.

SO.

Once i've finished cleaning, i'm going to post crappy webcam pics.

At least it's something, right?

Boredom

BOOM CHAKA LAKA LAKA LAKA

Being Bored and indecisive is fun.

God, I just love being bored. *ultra sarcasm*

So, today was like the shortest school day ever. 10-12, baby.

so now i'm at home, on Shannon's laptop, because the cord on mine broke, and she's asleep on my couch. yay.

So yes. I don't know what to do right now. I feel kinda hungry, but not at the same time.

Maybe I should sleep. Sleep solves everything.

WHY CAN'T i FIND MY CAMERA.

it's just gone missing. Jeez.

Then again I lose a lot of things.

it'll turn up sooner or later.

Translating

Gotta try remembering french, haha, Because I want to trnslate this song. Wish me luck, haha.

Si tu n'étais pas la - Fréhel

Si tu n'étais pas la
Comment pourrais-je vivre
Je ne connaîtrais pas
Ce bonheur qui m'enivre
Quand je suis dans tes bras
Mon coeur joyeux se livre
Comment pourrais-je vivre
Si tu n'étais pas là

J'ai parfois malgré moi
Des craintes folles
Même un soir sans te voir
Je me désole
Tu reviens et soudain
Plus de tristesse
Car tu sais l'effacer
Dune caresse

Si tu n'étais pas la
Comment pourrais-je vivre
Je ne connaîtrais pas
Ce bonheur qui m'enivre
Quand je suis dans tes bras
Mon coeur joyeux se livre
Comment pourrais-je vivre
Si tu n'étais pas là

Les projets que je fais
Presque sans trêve
Les beaux soirs ou l'espoir
Berce mon rêve
Nos tourments bien charmants
Si loin du monde
C'est à toi que je dois
Ces joies profondes

Si tu n'étais pas la
Comment pourrais-je vivre
Je ne connaîtrais pas
Ce bonheur qui m'enivre
Quand je suis dans tes bras
Mon coeur joyeux se livre
Comment pourrais-je vivre
Si tu n'étais pas là.

What a terrible Weekend.

Hopefully my day off will be better.

Darn

I hate when I haveplans for friday, then they all come crashing down, so there's nothing to do.

It sucks.

omg.

Supernatural made me cry a little today. POOR SAMMY! and POOR DEAN.

I still love the trickster though. He's awesome. I wish I could have powers like that haha. I would have way too much fun.

valentine's day

To all the couples and celebrators of this day, Happy Valentine's!

Ickaaaayyy

So I feel like a sack of crap.
Yaaaay.

Tomorrow though Nathan, Shannon, maybe Kyle and I are going to hang out tomorrow. hopefully I feel better.

So yeah, haven't been poting here too daily...oops. I have this terrible habbit getting really distracted haha.

So, my life..Not too intresting, lol.

Met new people, Aunt took away my bed, so i got a couch bed, and sleep in the living room, haha.

Kinda sucks, but i'm getting used to it. At least it's comfy. Better than the floor.

Exam Week Ovaaaarrr~

Yaay~

I'm free from the evil exam stress!

I'm not going to say too much cause i'm a little busy... But, I'm alive!

whoo! Siggies!

So ive started makin siggies for people. Well,I want to. Thus far i've made one for me, and a friend.

I like the way they turned out.

I was experimenting with them and included an animated gif in them too. I guess i'll post them here to show how hey look

This one is mine



And his one is my friend's


So Yes, enjoy my randomness, also if you'd like a siggy, please feel free to email me, or leave a comment here!

I'll see you all later!

Wow.

Holy Crap.

World, I would like a Cintiq 12WX. They're beauiful, and my old tablet broke, so it's aout time I upgraded.

Now to find the money to get this, lol

but yeah, lookit it, it's sexy http://www.wacom.com/cintiq/12WX.cfm

Anyways, off I go to try and figure out ways to get money other than a job hahahahaha, cause yeah, jobs = blah

poems

So hey, I came across an older poem/song/thing and i decided to write a new one because I don't write too often.

I also decided that i'll pot both poem on here.

Why not.


so here's my older one. never gave it a title

I'm walking through these darkest woods,
Trying to find something.
I don't know what this something is,
But I know I want it.

I feel so lost and alone.
But I know if I keep searching,
I can leave this nightmare,
And live my Dream.

I'm walking through these darkest woods,
Trying to find Utopia.
I know this place may not exist,
But i'll keep searching.

It's getting darker,
And i'm getting weaker.
I want to keep trying
But maybe this nightmare is all i have.

I feel so lost and alone.
But I know if I keep searching,
I can leave this nightmare,
And live my Dream.

And this on I just called "Searching through my heart."

I am searching through my heart,
It is telling me my needs.
I know that it’s searching,
And I know that I need it.

I get a feeling in my heart,
I need to do something,
Be someone,
And live my dream.

This feeling is strong,
I feel ready.
I get everything started,
Then it all just collapses around me.

I’m failing,
I’m weakening,
And I can’t take it anymore.
I need my escape.

I’ll keep searching my heart,
I’ll keep finding my needs,
And someday,
I’ll be happy.


So yay, fear my terrible writting skills.

Whoo

So Yay,

It's 3:20 am, and honestly i have not idea what i'm doing still awake.

GO TO BED TINA.

Bah. I unno, i'm enjoying staying up hahahah. Plus, I have to install microsoft office on this laptop, so I can work on my wonderful Travel and Tourisim Project some more.

Yay, messed up sleep schedule~

MABINOGI~~~

omg i'm so excited. They're going to be Bringing Mabinogi to Nexon America.

I played this gme in like grade 8 or 9, and loved it, but it was all in korean, so i couldn't make my own account ( i played on my friends) but she stopped playing, so i did too.

but yeah, here's a vid of some game play

Projects, Projects, Projects.

Goodness. I just realised i have 5 projects to work on for school, as well as work on getting my room nice and clean.
Lots to do!
Anyways, I mainly posted this to talk about my awesome new mouse! It Changes colours!



Muahahahahahahah. Anyways, off I Go, to continue on my roooooooom

PS: My room is still messy, i've yet to fully work on it.

Site Changed!

Heeey

So I changed my site, all is well.

if you're viewing this through the old URL, that' fine, but i have a new URL, which is

http://white-envelopes.co.cc

So there we go.

As for updates,

New years was freaking awesome. I haven't really updated this in the last few days because I've been at Shannon's the whole time. I have a bad habit of staying at people's houses for many days at a time. Well, Mainly Shannon's.

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED.

I had the Craziest dream just recently (I just woke up) It was about me going to Japan with a friend, and I was waiting for her and she was taking forever. but yeah then POOF I was in Japan. My room was a really cheap room, but there was a huge leak on the bed. So I got another room in the same hotel for cheaper cause of the inconvenience. They weren't able to get long distance on the phone in the hotel, so they gave you an option to rent a wireless phone that could go long distance. So I got one of those, called m friends, and told them how awesome Japan was. Later on I decided to go the a theme park, and for some reason my mom was there. So we went to get on the rides together, but at one point my mom fell off. she was really hurt, so I climbed down to go get her, but she was gone when I got down, so i tried getting back on the rides, but for some reason I was doing it in the most irrational way possible. I was climbing the Ferris wheel :P

Anyways, They then said the rides were closed, so I walked off the Ferris wheel and decided to check out the stands. I was looking at different necklaces and then suddenly Hwabin came up behind me. I was like WTF. What are you doing in Japan!

Hwabin was just like "Oh I decided to com here for vacation too!" then a bunch of my other friends came up behind her and was like "We came too, what a coincidence!"

Then I woke up.

Yaaaay Weird dreams are awesome.